La Chureca
La Chureca, la Chureca
I can't get you off of me.
My shirt carries the smell
of methane and burning plastic.
Where did the plastic from that bag of chips I ate end up?
My eyes are tired from your dust,
but I keep them open
so as to see you through the haze.
My feet wear the shoes
of all the little children:
Your dirt, your basura.
I washed them once,
but I can't get them off.
I've walked in your shoes for a day,
Now I carry your shoes with me for a lifetime.
Tomorrow my shirt
will smell like fresh soap,
My eyes will have rest
and again see clearly,
Will they choose to see the world as it really is?
Even my feet will find home
in cotton socks and converse shoes
But la Chureca!
I will never be able to wash you off of me.
No soap can scrub off
the tin scraps and cloth you call home.
Didn't I used to use those Disney sheets that are your wall
as a sanctuary from the boogey man?
Do they protect you from the boogey man?
No laundry machine can wash out
the mouth of the little girl eating garbage.
Why didn't I finish my dinner last night?
No shoes can hide
the discrimination you receive.
How many times have I walked right past you?
Are you as forgotten
as the waste you live off of?
No matter how many times
I splash my face in potable city water,
When I look up into the mirror
I cannot wash your face away.
Why would I want to?
You still smile,
even if you don't have teeth,
You still love,
even if it is only with a goodnight kiss.
Your children still play,
even if its with a three wheeled Tonka truck.
You still laugh,
Even if it lasts for only a moment.
You can praise God
and believe in his faithfulness,
When sometimes he only give you
His Holy Spirit as sustenance.
Don't ever leave me Chureca.
Teach me.
And maybe one day,
we will wear the same shoes.
*There is something surreal and transforming about seeing a city inside the city dump. As one of my peers put it: "When did the city dump, become dump city?" Populations in Nicaragua and other countries around the world make their living off of the waste of their neighbors. They breath in toxic chemicals everyday, die from preventable diseases because of discrimination in health centers, suffer from physical and emotional abuse and so much more. Most people don't wear shoes and walk across the dangerous garbage looking from plastic and scraps of metal to sell for meager amount of money. The cycle is vicious and is caused by so much more than poverty. Things are changing at La Chureca. In the recent years Spain has come in and started a clean up project providing temporary jobs for many of La Chureca's inhabitants. This will come at a cost. At the end of the project hundreds of families will be kicked out of La Chureca, forced to find a home and a life elsewhere, and many others will lose their jobs. You and I can make a difference. We can sponsor a child anywhere in the world who come from a similar place. Our money transforms their lives, and if we forget to pay, they don't forget that they don't get to go to school or eat that month. Another way is to look into microloans. These small loans (of $100) go to members of poor communities like La Chureca and help them get a business started. Businesses we encountered were selling snacks such as Maruchen noodles, tortillas, and salsas, or raising pigs. It seems like so little, but to these people it could keep them alive and teach them valuable life lessons about responsibility and stewardship. They may not get out of La Chureca, get new shoes, find a sturdier house, or be able to bathe in clean water, but they can live a more full and meaningful life not having to worry about where their next meal will come from. Another way you can make a difference is to appreciate all that you have. We are given so much, and we throw so much to waste. Have you ever considered re-using or recycling the tupperware peanut butter or butter comes in? Or washing out and re-using zip-loc bags. The less waste you put out there, the better world you are creating. You can make a difference. It's your choice.
Kaitlyn!
ReplyDeleteI just have to say that every time I read something you post on your blog I am blown away, by your maturity, wisdom, and understanding and by how God has been doing a work in and through you during your time in Central America. Your lesson on the history of Nicaragua is superb, and your poem "La Chureca" is amazing, breath-taking, and stunning. Keep putting yourself out there and allowing Jesus to speak to you and show you more of Himself and His world, because it is infectious and rubs off on everyone you interact with, whether in person or via the Internet.
"Therefore, encourage one another and build one another up, just as you [Kaitlyn] are doing." -1 Thessalonians 5:11 (ESV)
Grace and Peace from our Lord Jesus Christ,
Andrew